The little dog arrived
at the Rainbow Bridge, and a pack of dogs rushed up to greet him.
He braced himself, expecting a fight, but this was the first pack
that wagged their tails and kissed him instead of attacking him.
It
was beautiful here, and everyone was nice to him. None of them had
been born in a puppy mill, like he had, and used for dog-bait fighting
and left to die in a shelter because he was a mix-breed battle-scarred
cur and wasn't cute. They explained why they were waiting... for their
humans who loved them.
"What is love?" he asked, and God let
him go back to earth, and find out.
Warm, and dark, he squeezed
in with the others and waited for the day to be born. Scared, he held
back as long as he could, but finally got dragged out, by his hind
feet. Hands without fur held him gently and rubbed him dry and opened
his mouth and guided him to a warm nipple with milk. He didn't
get a good hold on it, because one of his big fat brothers pushed
him aside. The human hand moved the other puppy to another nipple
and held his body, so he could drink.
"Ahhh, that's better, "
he thought, and drank until his jaws got tired and he curled up to
sleep next to his warm hairy mother. "I remember this," he mused...
"Too bad I'll have to grow up to be hit, left out in the cold and
rain, and used for dog-bait fighting, and die as an unclaimed rescue
dog. I remember what it's like, being a dog." he thought sadly.
That
night, he crawled up to his mother and tried to nurse, but he kept
getting pushed off to the side. When they were full, the big brothers
and sisters got their bottoms cleaned and he finally latched on to
a nipple, but the human hands weren't there to hold him up, and there
wasn't any milk in any of the nipples, anyway. He was weak and
so tiny. It was even hard to stay upright, and he fell over
on his back and couldn't right himself.
So he began to cry, and
suddenly the human hands were there, holding him up and putting a
rubber thing in his mouth. It didn't taste or feel like mother, but
it was warm and made the ache in his tummy go away.
He was having
trouble breathing ... His lungs weren't fully developed,
because he had waited too long to join the others in the womb, as
he took one last romp at the Rainbow Bridge.
He could feel the
heartbeat of the human, who had laid him on her chest and covered
him with a soft cloth, keeping him warm, and soothing his boney body
with gentle circling touches.
He kept thinking of his new friends
who had been so nice to him at the bridge and asked God if he could
go back.
God said "Yes, but not just yet. You wanted to experience
Love."
So for several hours (seemed like days but it was dark
and he couldn't tell what time it was), the human supplemented his
feeding and let him experience the warmth of his mother's body and
tongue, and the pile of warm soft littermates. He got weaker, and
the human held him more often, leaving the littermates to sleep in
a pile while he got carressed, kissed, and got to listen to the heartbeat
which was strong and loving.
Finally God came back and asked,
"are you ready to come back to the Rainbow Bridge?"
"Yes, he
responded," with a little sorrow, because the human didn't want to
let him go, and was crying.
He pushed the air out of his lungs
and floated back to the Rainbow Bridge and looked back at the human,
who was still crying and holding the limp body that he had borrowed
for his trip.
"Thank you, God," he said. "Love is beautiful,
and I will wait near the Bridge and let the human know, when she arrives,
that I loved her, too."